Lobotomized

by Gearheart

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1.
I’m a witness to the world’s demise I watched on TV as the nation died Getting ready for some darker days, whoa Misinterpreted American pride Is just a curtain for the fascist’s rise Mass hysteria is what comes next, whoa whoa This situation bothers me We voted white supremacy The nation’s up in flames America just fell from grace All of Washington is tied to strings Useless puppets all behind the scenes We can speak up but we won’t be heard, whoa Land of the free and the home of the brave A leading power with a hateful rage Dropping bombs to pass the time away, whoa whoa This situation bothers me We voted white supremacy The nation’s up in flames America just fell from grace Whoa, whoa Bleeding red white and blue Lead us to our doom Whoa, whoa
2.
Don't Call 02:50
Going to the MG show But all my friends have bailed on me leaving me alone I’m always there when they need me but now they’re nowhere to be seen I can’t do this on my own Don’t call, I won’t help you any longer It’s your fault, you just used my friendship didn’t ya? I’d sell my soul a thousand times If that’s what it takes to let her see how she looks through my eyes I see her walking up to him kissing his mouth without sin I just have to leave this place Don’t call, I’m at the bar to drown my sorrow The fall helps me black out til tomorrow Don’t call, all your words to me seem hollow The fall, staring at the empty bottle It’s time to disappear I’m thinking This hypocritic ship is sinking Don’t look back just keep on walking You hear them make up lies while talking Don’t call, I won’t help you any longer It’s your fault, you just used my friendship didn’t ya? Don’t call, all your words to me seem hollow The fall, staring at the empty bottle Don’t call Don’t call Don’t call It’s your fault
3.
Braindead 02:06
I’ve got prescription cocktails suppressing all of my ails Heart’s beating, still breathing The liquor's so euphoric, soothing you can’t avoid it No feeling, no healing Whoa, whoa, whoa I’m Braindead Go home, go home, go home I’m Braindead My paranoid delusion from pessimist confusion Not trusting, not lusting My own worst enemy is what thinks inside of me Paranoid, I’ve destroyed Whoa, whoa, whoa I’m Braindead Go home, go home, go home I’m Braindead I’m feeling fine, it’s all pretend No state of mind, straight to my head I’m feeling fine with my regrets No state of mind, I’m finally braindead
4.
The Door 02:11
1, 2, 3, 4… Don’t be afraid to face the truth, whoa It’s always there just haunting you, whoa There in the dark, there in the moonlight Save your fucking soul I’ll be your friend, I’ll be your enemy I’ll be the one to take you there Ear against the door Bleeding to the core Time has finally come Lies won’t be undone I was your friend, I was your enemy I was the truth in your lies Your punk rock manifested dreams, whoa Fight back the hand that wants to feed, whoa Fight back the chains, reject the safety Yet you call for help I’ll be your friend, I’ll be your enemy I’ll be the one to take you there Ear against the door Bleeding to the core Time has finally come Lies won’t be undone I was your friend, I was your enemy I was the truth in your lies I’ll be your friend, I’ll be your enemy I’ll be the one to take you there Ear against the door Bleeding to the core Time has finally come Lies won’t be undone I was your friend, I was your enemy I was the truth in your lies I’ll be your friend, I’ll be your enemy I’ll be the truth in your lies
5.
Complain to me you’re all alone You relinquish all your hope You say you’re lonely,“Nobody loves me” Yet I’m standing here and you don’t know Tell me all your thoughts and prayers What’s in your head? Conscience lays my thoughts to rest I’m dying again Why don’t you be bored with me We can share our misery I’ve always been there while you went through despair I think I’ve proved myself I hope you see Tell me all your thoughts and prayers What’s in your head? Conscience lays my thoughts to rest I’m dying again Take a walk out in the cold I’ll show you hope All your tracks covered with snow I’ll get you home Tell me all your thoughts and prayers What’s in your head? Conscience lays my thoughts to rest I’m dying again Take a walk out in the cold I’ll show you hope All your tracks covered with snow I’ll get you home All the thoughts inside my head Wish they were dead I will always be your friend but I’m dying again I’m dying again I’m dying again I’m dying again
6.
I always seem to have the same old problem I have the words but I become a mute I wanna tell her that it feels like heaven She’s all I think of and I swear it’s true I’ve always been there for her I don’t want this to end But I know she loves another There’s no way I can win It always kills me when she looks so lonely Brokenhearted living in despair When I look at her I know I love her But what she sees in me is just a friend I’ll always be there for her And that will never end But I know she loves another For now this can’t begin And I know, and I know, and I know There she goes, there she goes, there she goes She can’t know, she can’t know, oh she can’t know That I have fallen hard for her And I know, and I know, and I know There she goes, there she goes, there she goes She can’t know, she can’t know, yeah she can’t know That I have fallen hard for her
7.
Wildflower 03:35
I miss you I miss you so bad I need you here to hold my hand Sleepless nights Under the pale moonlight Rain tonight Stars don’t shine so bright Never thought you’d be the one To help me find the sun Now that the rain is gone Wildflowers can become I miss you (I miss you) I miss you so bad I need you (I need you) Here to hold my hand Right now you’re far away Many miles away from me I’m drowned in apathy Loneliness imprisons me, oh I miss you (I miss you) I miss you so bad I need you (I need you) Here to hold my hand I miss you I miss you so bad I need you To find out who I am
8.
Put your guns away my friends It’s insane, this has to end How many more will have to die as we stand around and fight While the mothers cry tonight? Put your guns away my friends Ignore the media and mend Left and right drive the stake for extremist mental state In the middle we’ll find strength Everything is ok yet we still are digging graves Why should we have to pay when it’s you that lead the way? Why are we torn apart when together we are strong? Say you hear all our pain Listening, but will you change? Put your guns away my friends This violent bickering must end So many innocents will die Another stat in your fight Just adding fuel to the fire Everything is ok yet we still are digging graves Why should we have to pay when it’s you that lead the way? Why are we torn apart when together we are strong? Say you hear all our pain Listening, but will you? Everything is ok yet we still are digging graves Why should we have to pay when it’s you that lead the way? Why are we torn apart when together we are strong? Say you hear all our pain Listening, but will you change? Will you change? Will you change? Put your guns away
9.
Hypnophobia 02:16
I hate this life and it’s cruel lies Got too much pride to take my life If I wake up I’ll sleep again Don’t try to get back in my head Yeah Head, yeah Time flies ahead when I stand tall There’s only darkness for us all If I wake up I’ll sleep again Don’t try to get back in my head Yeah Head, yeah Don’t cry for me, I’m still alive Living again, living again Living again, living again, living again Go, go, go Whoa, whoa, whoa
10.
Rigor Mortis 04:22
Heaven’s putting you on hold It’s not the time yet, just limbo Let the silence warm your soul No constraints on where to go Walk amongst us like the rest Finally found your last caress Looking fine in Sunday’s best Cleaned up well from Tuesday’s mess I don’t think I belong here I’m feeling home and lovesick I’m calling out to emptiness My placid screams are so useless I’m much too young to be this I’m stuck in rigor mortis Ah, what I’d give for one more kiss Inner demons creeping in All the freedom now to sin See the things you never did But life’s regrets are sinking in All the things you wish you’d done Disappeared now with the sun Life’s eternal day’s begun You can’t hide and you can’t run I don’t think I belong here I’m feeling home and lovesick I’m calling out to emptiness My placid screams are so useless I’m much too young to be this I’m stuck in rigor mortis Ah, what I’d give for one more kiss I don’t think I belong here I’m feeling home and lovesick I’m calling out to emptiness My placid screams are so useless I’m much too young to be this I’m stuck in rigor mortis Ah, what I’d give for one more kiss
11.
Avenger 04:27
Like a hero undercover, I’m holding back the thunder Still I’m here to save the day Fighting and protecting though the outside still rejects me I can’t help but feel this way Am I a savior or just enslaved here for life? (I don’t want to save you all) I’m an avenger through the night (I just want to be alone) And who I am I have to hide (I don’t want to fade away) Heroes fade when it’s their time (Do you wanna live today?) I too will fade into the white I’ve been a loving brother, a son to a loving mother Most days I feel like a broken star It’s hard to be her lover when she’s looking right back at ya And she’s not sure just who you are Am I a savior or just enslaved here for life? (I don’t want to save you all) I’m an avenger through the night (I just want to be alone) And who I am I have to hide (I don’t want to fade away) Heroes fade when it’s their time (Do you wanna live today?) I too will fade into the white Is there someone else like me? Will I find out who I am? My identity Pieces of my puzzle missing, incomplete Will I find out what it means? The answer to my dreams Will I find out what it means? Will I find out what it means? Will I find out what it means? Will I find out what it means? (I don’t want to save you all) I’m the avenger of the light (I just want to be alone) I will avenge my broken pride (I don’t want to fade away) Heroes fade when it’s their time (Do you wanna live today?) I too will fade
12.
Broken 03:45
Right now I feel this world is broken She’s tagged and mocked for saying something He’s free, unscathed, it’s not a problem But things soon change once it’s their daughter Bothom Shem Jean, a man of color Gunned down at home ‘cause of a wrong door The one in blue who pulled the trigger Went with shoot first, ask questions later I won’t give up on tomorrow Start a fire from this sorrow I won’t be the one to follow I won’t stand for this any longer Right now I see a fractured county Embrace of hate and Neo-Nazis We’re torn apart by propaganda Fighting our friends just how they want us I won’t give up on tomorrow Start a fire from this sorrow I won’t be the one to follow I won’t stand for this any longer Let’s come together, make things last We’ll right the wrongs that we’ve looked passed And when the revolution’s ash We’ll clean up all the broken glass The world is broken The world is broken The world is broken The world is broken
13.
It’s too late to pick up the pieces left inside your head you threw away Take a walk outside, maybe you’ll find hope along the way It’s too late to say goodbye, everybody left you long ago Trust your instincts and you won’t get lost you’ll know just where to go Don’t you ever be afraid of crying Don’t you ever keep yourself from trying Time is passing by but you still have a chance to start anew You just have to let go, what’s meant to be will find its way to you Don’t you ever be afraid of crying Don’t you ever keep yourself from trying Don’t you ever let yourself go back there Don’t you ever fall a victim to your fear Don’t you ever be afraid of crying Don’t you ever keep yourself from trying Don’t you ever let yourself go back there Don’t you ever fall a victim to your fear
14.
Get out of my head, get out of my heart Your one way street love, it just tears me apart Get out of my home, get out of my soul And Just leave me alone Yeah You’d always cry, your tears I’d dry When I need help you’d be nowhere in sight You gave up my hope, you made me feel low And you left me alone Stare down a faintly light road where there ain’t nowhere to go There’s a signal of hope shown from the moonlight’s bright glow Want me to be where you are, I’d rather be where you aren’t I’m gonna follow the stars instead of your selfish heart I need to be what I can but you keep holding me back You said it all but the truth I’ll never look back to you I’ll never look back Won’t look back And look back to you No more lies. What hurts the most is you’re dishonest Say goodbye. Don’t look back just keep on walking Peace of mind is what I need but you can’t offer I won’t bite into your apple any longer Get out of my head, get out of my heart Your one way street love, it just tears me apart Get out of my home, get out of my soul And Just leave me alone

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released September 1, 2020

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Gearheart Westminster, California

A Westminster, CA based rock band inspired by the "hard rock meets pop" sensibilities of the 90's Punk & Alternative music.
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